V's sanctuary

I think I need to start writing again. It seems so long I've been on hiatus. Not good! Not good for my soul. I barely sleep last nite thinking of what He told me. I know I'm wrong! I wasn't doing anything.I don't even seem to be eating. I know I'm always hungry but too much things in my head and can't seems to enjoy what I was eating. Just need to stuff something to ease the hunger in my tummy. I was drained these couple of days..infact weeks! Need some distractions so badly. He texted to offer dinner, well..a quick dinner wouldnt hurt rite?? Well! I'm WRONG!! Caught!! I'm facing the penalty! He wants us to be separated! I can't be selfish! I can't blame him! It was totally 100% my fault. We have lot of plans ahead. Kids birthdays..KK Trip..Boracay Getaway.. Kids are looking forward and I've been head over heels for vacations! He agrees to celebrate the birthdays but after that he wants to release me!! NOOOOOOOOOOO! He can't do that to me. He's my comfort and safety zone. The ONLY person in the world that I could trust my life with! I know I'm stupid! Please LUV... I'm begging u...